Plans, plans, plans

(by tepidsloth)

As of right now I have Chemistry, GP & Chinese assignments yelling to be completed. Needless to say, I'm nowhere close to completing them. I need a plan.

I have a lot of materials to read up on for school, especially for GP, Economics & Chinese. I doubt I'll even have the time to lift the daily paper at the rate I'm handling everything that's under my belt. I need a plan.

Compared to my fellow teammates in swimming, I'm lagging behind by probably an entire yard. I need to practice my techniques on top of turning up for the training sessions. But will I ever manage to even get off the chair? Not without a plan.

Life is currently a major obstacle for me, probably because I have no plan for anything whatsoever. It's sad to say that I've grown so used to my spontaneous, comfort-loving lifestyle.

But you know what? I keep telling myself that I have to discard old habits (the aforementioned in particular) and invite new & improved ones, but ironically, I'm also being pulled back by sloth. Needless to say, that's another bad habit that has yet to be conquered.

I'm anticipating the day when I finally get that good knock in the head which, hopefully, does not only knock it physically, but also causes me to come to my senses.

What a difficult nature of mine I have to acknowledge.